And it brings a smile to my face. <3

So far, i haven't had a lot of arting time, its sad, but instead Ive been learning how to take care of myself more instead of others around me. Its been helping me a ton with putting my life into retrospect and making solid, realistic plans for my future to make a better life for me and, one day hopefully, a family. I do have some finished art to upload tho, i just gotta find a decent scanner, anyone have any recommendations? Mainly just re-dubs of old pictures, but i just wanna see how much i have improved, i guess lol.

Life's been weird, kinda hectic, and interesting lately. Its been fun. I work for my dad, hes my boss, in this ink making facility where i mainly test the ink for these huge ass printers that make billboards and stuff. Its cool for the most part, kinda lonely. I get to play my own music as loud as i want, which is awesome cause no one else likes my music. I work in the lab with this one other dude, hes alright, a real family man, hes just tall. lol. I will be trying to do as much over time as i can so i can have more money cause money is whut i need right now. (no worries, i am not bitching about money issues here, I'm just stating I'm doing something about my money issues. <3) And since I'm a temp, not fully hired yet (hopefully i will be), I am worried i might lose my job so its good to start stock piling as many overtime hrs as possible.

I also heard we are all supposed to die on May 21, or something this year. Just like with Y2K and other times we were supposed to die or whutnot. I hope it turns out to be a zombie apocalypse *fingers crossed*. So that's also something to look forward to. I guess? Idk.

Anyways, I bought a lil wolf costume Ive been wanting to get forever and i finally had the money to git it! --> [link]
i know its kinda hussy-ish or whut not, but if i'm going to a con and some kick ass parties, damn right I'm gonna look my best and feel awesome about it! god damn i am so excited for the upcoming cons I'm going to. Hopefully i can dye the fur on that outfit to look like my char twilight, whut sad is I'm a huge fan girl over my own char lol. So far I'm planning 2 cons, AC and FurFright. I am gonna be having a blast! I'm just gitting all giddy just thinking about it.

Also, if i have enough money, i have a few other places planned on my Adventure List. Kinda like a bukkit list, but full of more adventure. Like Adventure Time!
I am planning a trip sometime in the summer or whutnot out of state for awhile *points* to over there, also another trip to NYC to visit friends there, a trip to PA to meet up with this other dude that kicks ass, a trip to Boston MA cause i like aquariums <3 yay fishies, a Trip to Arizona to visit family down there cause i miss them, a trip to Maine cause idk whuts up there, and a trip to Kentucky, i miss my bestest best bud and wanna see her <3.

So far I haven't lost much weight, i have been keeping a log of it along with the food i eat and the length of my workouts, but i think Ive only gained muscle. Damn u Jillian Michaels and ur dvds of fitness workouts! The wii fit is fun, but it gets kinda old fast i think. Or maybe its just me. *shrugs* Its fun to work out tho, very challenging and i think that's whut Ive needed. A good challenge. It sux tho that there is a snack pack next to my bed. -_-* I think that is winning this weight loss challenge thingy so far lol.

i also think the main reason that ive been doing so good too is cause of my meds <3 they taste like shit but damn, i think they work sometimes! yay! I think its also a mix of those meds and this freedom i have now. lol

I wanna hear from yall now! tell me everything! im nosey! <3 i hope yall are doin really good.